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Simply calling to the Holy Spirit

I will sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. A new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I will put within you; and I will take out of your flesh the heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes and be careful to observe my ordinances. You shall dwell in the land which I gave to your fathers; and you shall be my people, and I will be your God. —-Ezekiel 36:25-28

The Holy Spirit, then, as Jesus promises, guides us “into all truth” (Jn 16:13) he leads us not only to an encounter with Jesus, the fullness of Truth, but guides us “into” the Truth, that is, he helps us enter into a deeper communion with Jesus himself, gifting us knowledge of the things of God. We cannot achieve this on our own strengths. If God does not enlightens us interiorly, our being Christians will be superficial. The Tradition of the Church affirms that the Spirit of truth acts in our hearts, provoking that “sense of faith” (sensus fidei), through which, as the Second Vatican Council affirms, the People of God, under the guidance of the Magisterium, adheres unwaveringly to the faith given once and for all to the saints, penetrates it more deeply with right thinking, and applies it more fully in its life….a prayer we need to pray every day: Holy Spirit may my heart be open to the Word of God, may my heart be open to good, may my heart be open to the beauty of God…  –Pope Francis

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Holy Spirit

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St Peter’s Basilica Rome

My favorite Tanzanian priest has been emphasizing listening to the Holy Spirit lately. A friend also spoke about her concentration upon the Holy Spirit in her prayer life. It has become a central image, hope, and focus in my prayers, visualizing a dove willing to alight . The gifts of the Holy spirit, listed, no expounding: wisdom, understanding, counsel, knowledge, fortitude, piety, and fear of the Lord (wonder and awe). A quick thought. My devotion to Our Blessed Lady, the bestower of grace, anchors—a vision solidifying faith, hope, and charity—absolutely no doubt exist within. She is a Mother, her love unconditional. She loves beyond measure, no matter how reprehensible my behavior descends. The Holy Spirit, conditional, demands accountability, properness and order demanded, alacrity in response, disposed to enlighten and bring alive a superior way of being, a superior state of the soul. Before the Eucharist, unseen, the Holy Spirit hovers, waiting, willing to descend at a time in my life strength peaks, an apex of mental and emotional health blossoming, the longing for holiness deepening its roots. There is no looking back. All concentration upon moving forward toward unification. Pentecost, fifty days after the death of Christ, traditionally fifty days after the Sunday of Passover week, the Old Testament prefiguring the New, wings uniting, cherubs stationed above the tabernacle, the descent of the Holy Spirit upon the apostles and Our Holy Mother, the third mystery of the Glorious Rosary mysteries, the sanctifying of the Universal Church. Pentecost consequence, in splendor, on into martyrdom, difficulties, and longevity, Catholicism arises, apostolic tradition birthed into being. May the Saints, those humanely victorious through the Trinity, be glorified.

“The Lord God has opened my ear, and I was not rebellious, I turned not backward.” Isaiah 50:5

…the impulse of the Holy Spirit is necessary…man’s reason is in two ways perfected by God: first…a natural perfection, namely the natural light of reason; secondly…a supernatural perfection, by the theological virtues…second perfection is greater than the first…however…man possesses the first perfection as his full possession, while he possesses the second as an imperfect possession; for we imperfectly love and know God….the sun, which is perfectly bright, can give light of itself, while the moon, which has the nature of light only imperfectly, cannot give light unless it is illuminated [by the sun]….the Holy Spirit comes from above…“They who are led by the Spirit of God, are sons of God,” and “if you are sons, then also heirs.”“Your good Spirit will lead me into the right land,”…because no one can arrive at the inheritance of the land of the blessed, unless he is moved and led by the Holy Spirit. And therefore in order to attain that end, a man must have the gift of the Holy Spirit.  –Saint Thomas Aquinas, ‘Summa Theologiae I-II’

Catholic Prayer to the Holy Spirit:

Oh Holy Spirit, the Third Person of the Blessed Trinity. You are the Spirit of truth, love and holiness, proceeding from the Father and the Son, and equal to Them in all things. I adore You and love You with all my heart. Teach me to know and to seek God, by whom and for whom I was created. Fill my heart with a holy fear and a great love for Him. Give me compunction and patience, and do not let me fall into sin. Increase my faith, hope and charity and bring forth all the virtues proper to my state of life. Help me to grow in the four cardinal virtues, Your seven gifts and Your twelve fruits. Make me a faithful follower of Jesus, an obedient child of the Church and a help to my neighbor. Give me the grace to keep the commandments and to receive the sacraments worthily. Raise me to holiness in the state of life to which You have called me, and lead me through a happy death to everlasting life. Through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

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Precaution and Counsel

The first precaution is to understand that you have come to the monastery so that all may fashion you and try you. Thus, to free yourself from the imperfections and disturbances that can be engendered by the mannerisms and attitudes of the religious and draw profit from every occurrence, you should think that all in the community are artisans…present there in order to prove you; that some will fashion you with words, others by deeds, and others with thoughts against you; and that in all this you must be submissive as is the statue to the craftsman who molds it, to the artist who paints it, and to the gilder who embellishes it.

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…counsel is wholly necessary for a religious, that he fulfill the obligations of his state and find genuine humility, inward quietude, and joy in the Holy Spirit. If you do not practice this, you will neither know how to be a religious nor even why you came to the religious life. Neither will you know how to seek Christ (but only yourself), nor find peace of soul, nor avoid sinning and often feeling troubled. .

–St John of the Cross

St John of the Cross Adoring

St John of the Cross Adoring

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Toaca: Contemplative sounding

Busy day, work once again demanding and this is not a bad thing. No time for blog. No deep thought, a quick entry based on the thought of work being prayer, losing one’s self in activity, in heart and mind staying focused upon God: faith, hope, and charity subtly dominating. From someplace pleasing, from the past, I thought of a prayer technique within the Romanian Orthodox Church’s rich monastic tradition. Toaca is a method of losing one’s self in practiced perfection, audibly and physically stilling the mind. What a unique meditative way of calling out to God.  The practice always quiets me.

 

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Abridged Commonweal article: Poetry and the Contemplative Life

Christ on the Cross is the fount of all art because He is the Word, the fount of all grace and wisdom. He is the center of everything, of the whole economy of the natural and supernatural orders. Everything points to this anointed King of Creation Who is the splendor of the eternal light and the mirror of the Godhead without stain. He is the “image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature… in Him were all things created, by Him and in Him… He is before all and by Him all things consist… in Whom it hath pleased the Father that all things should dwell… for in Him dwelleth all the fullness of the Godhead corporeally,

Christ is our inspiration, and Christ is at the center of the contemplative life. Therefore, it would seem fairly evident that the one thing that will most contribute to the perfection of Catholic literature in general and poetry in particular will be for our writers and poets to start leading lives of active contemplation….prayer will become the life of our soul, and we will be able to carry on affective prayer everywhere.  

…He insists that the highest experience of the artist penetrates not only beyond the sensible surface of things into their inmost reality, but even beyond that to God Himself.  More than that, the analogy with mystical experience is deeper and closer still because, as he says, the intuition of the artist sets in motion the very same psychological processes which accompany infused contemplation.

The Augustinian psychology, which forms the traditional substratum of Christian mystical theology, distinguishes between an inferior and superior soul….the soul (inferior) acts through its faculties, making decisions and practical judgments concerning temporal external things…The  ‘superior’  soul  is  the same soul..the  principle or actus primus…flow  from…inner principle…the superior soul…strictly the image of God within…if we are to contemplate God at all, this internal image must be reformed by grace…we must enter within ourselves by recollection, withdrawing our faculties from external things into this inner sanctuary which is the substance of the soul itself. The majority of people, even those who possess the gift of sanctifying grace, never enter into this inward self, which is an abode of silence and peace and where the diversified activities of the intellect and will are collected, so to speak, into one intense and smooth and spiritualized activity which far exceeds in its fruitfulness the plodding efforts of reason working on external reality with its analyses and syllogisms.

…The artist, the poet, the metaphysician is, then, in some sense already naturally prepared and disposed to remove  some of  the principal  obstacles to the light of infused contemplation. He will be less tempted than the ordinary man to reach out for sensible satisfactions and imaginable thrills. He will be more ready to keep himself detached from the level of feeling and emotionalism which so easily make the devotion of less wary souls degenerate into sentimentality….

Mystical contemplation is absolutely beyond the reach of man’s activity. There is nothing he can do to obtain it by himself. It is a pure gift of God. God gives it to whom He wills, when He wills, and in the way and degree in which He wills….the voiding  and  emptying  of  the  soul, clearing it of all images, all  likenesses  of  and  attachments  to  created things so that it may be clean and pure to receive the obscure  light of God’s own presence. The  soul  must  be  stripped  of  all  its  desires  for natural  satisfactions, no matter how high, how noble or how excellent in themselves….As long as it rests in creatures, it cannot possess God and be possessed by Him…once again a case of God’s light shining in the darkness, “and the darkness did not comprehend it.” (John 1.5)

…poetry can, indeed, help to bring us rapidly through that part of the journey to contemplation that is called active: but when we are entering the realm of true contemplation, where  eternal  happiness  begins, it may turn around and bar our way….Mystical prayer, on the contrary, enriches man a hundredfold more both in time and in eternity…

Online article from Commonweal. Linked to complete article. Background of Commonweal from Wikipedia: American and liberal journal of opinion, edited and managed by lay Catholics, headquartered in The Interchurch Center in New York City. It is the oldest independent Catholic journal of opinion in the United States. The word “commonweal” is a reference to an important term in the political philosophy of St. Thomas Aquinas, who argued that legitimate leaders must prioritize the “common good” of the “commonweal” in making political decisions. A perfect way of expressing the wisdom espoused by Rush Limbaugh.

An Ending Poem: Abrogate

A writer who had to cease, desist,
In order, proper to form, foregoing,
Appropriately,
To be in fullness human,
Completing image and likeness,
Fulfilling the superior,
He had to stop putting words to screen,
Sacrificing effort and art,
End the poetry,
Burn the books,
Terminate imagination,
Halt,
Even the image of Christ being crucified abandon,
Abnegate to subordinate,
Stop seeing,
An inner scream of silence release,
Into Your hands, Lord, I commend my spirit
Left unsaid, nothing written,
Infusion, patiently, prayerfully, await.

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May the month of Mary

To Our Lady

Mary, I’m awkward at work or play,
And from the path of duty often do I stray.

Mary, Mother, guide me in all I do or say,
For I’m a willful child and often have my way,

Mary, make me gentle as the winds of May,
Mary, make me see the right and do it every day.

Oh Mary, hear an awkward,
Listen to her prayer–
Watch over her, dear Mother,
And keep her in your care.

By G. H. Harriott

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Nurtured on the fruits of the Holy Spirit, St Louis de Montfort amazingly identifies a startling reality about Mary. More than even God, Satan despises Mary. Arrogant to the highest degree, Satan can comprehend God’s ability to thwart his diabolical ways, however the thought of a mere woman, a lowlife handmaid of the Lord able to dominate him sends him into the greatest outrage. Our Blessed Mother makes my heart blossom into the brightest of joy. St Louis de Montfort’s words from ‘True Devotion to Mary’.

“Satan fears her not only more than angels and men but in a certain sense more than God himself. This does not mean that the anger, hatred and power of God are not infinitely greater than the Blessed Virgin’s, since her attributes are limited. It simply means that Satan, being so proud, suffers infinitely more in being vanquished and punished by a lowly and humble servant of God, for her humility humiliates him more than the power of God.”

In trial or difficulty I have recourse to Mother Mary, whose glance alone is enough to dissipate every fear.”. –Saint Therese of Lisieux

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Simple discerning

Something has been bothering me regarding mass attendance. If I am drawing undo attention to myself during mass, whether received or detached, I am wrong.  I cannot call forth extensive investigation, justifying myself emancipated from wandering thoughts. To stand out, to be an extreme in any regard is erroneous. I must blend in, absorbed within the body of the Church. I am finding it beneficial to be seated amidst a comfortable, familiar group. A mature couple, the older gentleman, Norm, reads during daily mass. Him and his wife, a friendly face, unobtrusive, not overly-friendly, allowing me space while accompanying during mass, voices to harmonize with, are becoming routine in seating themselves directly behind me.  People of serious faith, they do not take their identity overly serious. In front of me, is a man attending St Paul’s for fifty-five years, so he says, yet mental stability does not seem to be his strongest asset. His friendly face is always a pleasure. His awkward singing due to being deaf never ceases to charm; an absolute loving heart, adoring mass and the Eucharist. Then two pews behind me a delightful elderly couple often repose. If I notice them pull in I find myself watching them exit their vehicle and make their way into mass. He utilizes a walker, identical to my deceased father’s. It takes the couple quite an effort and a lengthy time before they are able to seat themselves. I marvel at their patience, fortitude, and determination to attend daily mass. She sports fashionably elegant attire. Others tell me they are the parents of fourteen children. Their presence stirs my soul. Their voices humble. To worship with them is a tremendous blessing. I think she senses how much they mean to me, and with humility tolerates my admiration. St Paul’s is a true spiritual home. Mass is the high point of my day. Part of the blessing is sharing mass with the Poor Clares. The hymnal leader, Sister Mary Joseph, has added a dimension to my mass participation with her leading of the Hosanna, the prefiguring to kneeling for the miracle of transfiguration: Holy, holy, holy, Lord God of Hosts. Heaven and earth are full of your glory. Hosanna in the highest. Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest. Her singing to the responsorial prayer allows me to synchronize my soul with the cloistered sisters, captivated by the body of Christ in the Church, preparing myself for the Eucharist and receiving communion. It is a profound dimension to mass I have never experienced before. I love it.

Today during post-Sunday mass coffee and treats, I enjoyed a special moment I felt demonstrated the proper following of Divine Will. In a simple way declarative. I saw an Italian woman I spoke with last week, desiring to sit with her again. I relish characters and she is one. Somehow she pulls off carrying her poodle throughout the celebration of mass, and on into the gathering afterwards. She came to the United States in 1962, approximately the same time my mother came over from Europe. Invigorating conversation easily flowed during our initial meeting, I favored her company once again. However she was already seated, and the table she choose was full. I sat alone at an empty table, thinking about forcing myself upon her table. A couple sat with me, conversation not coming easily. Feeling awkward, I relaxed into the idea that God was involved in some way I did not comprehend. Attempting to converse, the couple and I struck gold as it was revealed they were Sister Mary Joseph’s parents. From there the blessings blossomed and I learned of the history of Sister Mary Joseph. Her mother, a serious perfunctory woman, was overjoyed with my interest in her daughter. She told me how serious her daughter was as a child, and the fact she was a practicing RN before entering the cloistered life. Her father told me how he missed his daughter as she lived with them, possessing incredible gardening skills. He teased that he took credit for the wonderful landscaping she conducted, however with her departing his lack of a green thumb was exposed. It moved me that her mother made a point of explicitly pointing out how happy her daughter was. A daughter of many brothers and sisters, the Poor Clare was her most contented child, a true receiver of the gifts of the Holy Spirit. They visited her once every two months and it never ceased to amaze her how joyful her daughter was. It made her proud. Driving to see my mother, I realized patience provided the sharing with Sister Mary Joseph’s parents. If my will would have dictated, I would have forced myself onto my Italian acquaintance. Not that it was a bad thing, however it’s happening would not have allowed what God intended.

Do not conform yourselves to this age but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, so that you may judge what is God’s will, what is good, pleasing and perfect.  –Romans 12

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