The conviction grows stronger to hold tighter to St Paul Shrine. Today during mass, it was announced Sister Maria passed away. Listening to Father Roger celebrate mass, I understood it was necessary to ask him to be my spiritual director. The more God ask of me, the more willing I must be to place myself in obedience to the Church, not only the church yet also the Hospice of the Western Reserve. With no emotion nor desperation, I also long for the voice of Ann. I decrease in order for Christ to increase.