Monthly Archives: January 2016

Misunderstanding

Do Thou, O Lord, take into account all that we suffer in this way through our ignorance. We err in thinking that we need only know that we must keep our thoughts fixed on Thee. We do not understand that we should consult those better instructed than ourselves, nor are we aware that there is anything for us to learn. We pass through terrible trials, on account of not understanding our own nature and take what is not merely harmless, but good, for a grave fault. This causes the sufferings felt by many people, particularly by the unlearned, who practice prayer. They complain of interior trials, become melancholy, lose their health, and even give up prayer altogether for want of recognizing that we have within ourselves as it were, an interior world. We cannot stop the revolution of the heavens as they rush with velocity upon their course, neither can we control our imagination. When this wanders we at once imagine that all the powers of the soul follow it; we think everything is lost, and that the time spent in God’s presence is wasted. Meanwhile, the soul is perhaps entirely united to Him in the innermost mansions, while the imagination is in the precincts of the castle, struggling with a thousand wild and venomous creatures and gaining merit by its warfare. Therefore we need not let ourselves be disturbed, nor give up prayer, as the devil is striving to persuade us. As a rule, all our anxieties and troubles come from misunderstanding our own nature. –St Teresa of Avila ‘Interior Castle’

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Maronites in Massachusetts

Crossing the Hudson River, nearing Massachusetts, an awareness settled that my pilgrimage to the Maronite Monastery was blessed. God is good and all giving. The Spanish, or more proper Castiliano, audio lessons went well. I am positive that in six months my Spanish, along with family members, will establish a sound foundation for exploring the country of my mother’s birth, the homeland of the saints Teresa of Avila, John of the Cross, Peter of Alcantara, Ignatius of Loyola, and Alphonsus Rodriquez. The monastery guesthouse had a wonderful coffee table book displaying photo images from Marian shrines throughout Europe. Our Lady of Pillar in Zaragoza was provided with delightful coverage. Now, relaxing within downtime, I recognize the Holy Trinity Monastery profound in practice. It is a treasure. The Eucharist truly centers the community, providing a presence to the charming small community nestled in the backwoods of the east coast. The evening service, the first I attended, distinguished the order as mature, spiritual advancement easily expressing itself. The church possesses remarkable ‘ambiente’, a Spanish term supposedly not translatable with its meaning of a profound presence, a quaintness, comfort, and overall perfection of a locale regarding hospitality. I have determined I will start to express myself in Spanish while writing. The Maronite Monastery, honoring Saint Sharbel extensively, host the Eucharist respectfully. I have purchased the current and founding abbot’s autobiography ‘A calling’. I look forward to reading his story, the story of an Irishman who is drawn to the Maronite faith, leaving a vocation as a Trappist monk in order to found a Maronite Monastery.  If you follow the link, notice the header photo of the monastery, the dog in the forefront.  He is an Irish Setter ubiquitous in presence.  I must mention a sublime moment during the evening prayers, when the monks, adorned in black robes, concluded their evening prayers with a focus upon Mary. A spotlight was placed upon an Our Lady of Guadalupe painting as a Marian hymn began. After the hymn, or maybe during, exact details elude, one of the monks moving ponderously, removed the Our Lady of Guadalupe painting, holding it with both hands, extending it toward the monks, making a slow deliberate sign of the cross with the image of Mary. The offering of a blessing with the Mary painting proved gracefully soothing. I found the effort marvelous. The final thirty miles of my drive to the monastery traversed away from main highways, snaking me through pine forest, marshland, and hills desiring to be mountains. Road signs warned of the danger of moose, yet none were observed. I stopped a couple miles from the monastery in order to stretch and change shirts, noticing while outside my rental car the oddest herd of goats being farmed at the crossing of two rural roads. Just before the monastery, I was forced to sit and observe a cement truck being pulled from a snow embankment by a large tow truck. A local police officer was friendly in greeting. I chuckled during the event as the last town I passed through, Granby, I witnessed the aftermath of another strange traffic incident as a driver managed to put his car almost vertical by missing a left hand turn. Somehow, the old man plowed through a rock garden, standing his car up on large monumental boulders.  I have met a man from Ohio, living a large portion of his life in Cleveland.  An interesting man, he presents a spiritual approach based upon psychological healing, recommending my reading of the book ‘Healing the Eight Stages of Life’.  A man in a later stage of life, he pursues the call to live the life of a hermit, recommending that I seriously consider life as a hermit.  .

Maronite Monastery

StSharbel

St Sharbel

 

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