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Promotion for a celebration within. the month of Our Lady of Sorrows

Mater Dolorosa

Sept 25 4-6 PM Immaculate Conception church Cleveland

Internationally-renowned duo for voice and lute, Mignarda, will present their second annual concert commemorating the Feast of Our Lady of Sorrows. The 130-year-old sanctuary of Immaculate Conception Church in Cleveland provides a perfect setting for the evocative music of the late 15th century. Mignarda and friends will perform rarely-heard historical arrangements of music by Agricola, Binchois, DuFay, and Ockeghem, featuring Josquin’s Stabat Mater Dolorosa.

Immaculate Conception 4129 Superior Ave, Cleveland, OH 44103

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Continuity

Shiny allurement harboring idle hours, extraneous entertainment,
Pebbles scattered beneath the rushing flow of a mountain stream, movement and inertia,
Flowing purposefully without knowing, gravity eroding, water transferring, external excitation,
All things onto themselves, the image and likeness reserved for responsibility, dreams and occupations, careers and destinations,
Beads of a Rosary majestically throwing roses at Our Lady’s feet, conversely tossing grenades, knowing life during wartime, packed up and ready to go,
Passing through fingertips while reciting, quiet and still, a space within a space creatively unfolding, a raging battle ensues,
Centered upon expansion increasing attention, diffusion erased, amassing essential, entirety within totality, a monotonous refrain,
Unification erasing a sense of the immense divide, a moment in time, hung upon simple words, a harmonious roar from a concealed song,
A return to a heartbeat, the call of the wild, blood pumping through veins,
Kindness and gentleness within diversity, desires, and proclamations, commitments attached to not always starting anew, reflecting while persisting,
Diffusion, dispersion, spreading out recklessly, incited by boredom, weakness, and vain, helpless, helpless, helpless amidst floundering steps,
Unending to the end, imperfection cultivates subtly upon awareness, grace the grand endeavor, a hand reaching down from the sky, blood pouring forth from the wounds of the Cross.
Helpless, helpless, helpless on into…

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Reality usurps delusion and self-gratification

SUFFERING, more or less, we shall necessarily encounter in simple resignation and even in perfect abandonment. Our organic faculties cannot but be affected by sensible evil. Our superior powers are subject to fatigue which they must feel whether they like it or not. Besides, we are in a fallen state, where we experience an attraction towards forbidden fruit, an aversion for disagreeable duties; and consequently all the agonies of interior strife. When God requires us to sacrifice some pleasure or to suffer some affliction for His love, despite the fact that the superior part of our souls submits courageously to the divine will, the inferior part must nevertheless feel the bitterness of the sacrifice. And this cannot fail to be of frequent occurrence. For God is all intent on purifying us, detaching us, and enriching us. He desires particularly to cure us of pride by means of humiliations, of sensuality by sufferings and privations; and since the maladies are stubborn the remedies must be applied frequently and for long.  —Abbot Dom Abbot Vitalis Lehodey ‘Holy Abandonment’

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Quick Pulse

In anonymity swallowed the arresting of forgotten sorrows,
The blessings of being left alone in the company of treasured tomorrows,
There is this space, countless and divine, interior refined, borrowed in time,
Consciousness accountability tethering a wheel inside a wheel, love maintaining, persevering through weakness,
Exhaustion pouring forth through the portals of immpermancy, tears raining down, washing in blood,
Tired of trying, tired of myself, tired of all things,
Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy, Lord have mercy.
With, in, and through.

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Perfection

St Francis de Sales quoted by Dom Vitalis Lehodey

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Exaltation of the Cross

Closing wings, the iridescent blue butterfly,
Disappears within the branches breaking in the sun,
Beauty perceived resting unadorned amidst the ninth hour,
Pleasant affirmations growing quieter still,
Acceptance settling beneath the dissipation,
Expanding out in silent waves, centering upon the Cross.
Resounding eternal, love elevates torment and toil.
Death the final plague, sprouts salvation within the grave.

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An appeal to Heaven

Follow up visit with the hand doctor revealed my fingertip trouble was a staph infection. The doctor attributes a second degree chemical burn for the severity, yet I am not sure. There was no initial burn, simply irritation that exploded the day after the suspected incident. Regardless, slow in happening, recovery is occurring. The sensitivity of the fingertip is painfully raw, unexpected contact paralyzing. The appearance has improved, still the magnitude is obvious. The blood blisters, relieved of puss, blood, and swelling, have left behind a dead layer of covering skin. Drainage still occurs, at times pouring forth. God is good and all giving. The weekend proved pleasant in acquaintance. The significant other’s brother visited from Connecticut, driving back east after a visit in Wisconsin with the oldest sister. I am left with a lingering impression of restraint of personality, simplicity refining through grace. Previously, the brother annoyed a bit in second-hand description with the talk of his incredible intellect, academic excellence. Meeting him, I encountered a quiet man, unassuming, content and pleased with the smaller things of life. He spoke little of himself, although top secret operations, submarines, and worldly travel colored his sparse voicing of personal endeavors. His lack of words, his calm and cool disposition, spoke louder than the multitude of words many boisterous individuals are willing to bombard upon those God positions in their life. Visiting the Cleveland Botanical Gardens, the four of us enjoyed the plants, butterflies, and critters. We also enjoyed Lolly the Trolly, touring downtown on a historical bus, learning about the locale and individuals from founding years. Saturday night, reflected back upon decades gone by with the viewing of Alfred Hitchcock’s classic ‘The Trouble With Harry’. Everything settles nicely into the advancement of my spiritual life through the easing and comfort of a personal life with quality individuals able of caring and extending kindness, a simple and pleasant approach to a refined life, abandoning selfishness, extremeness, and unwarranted dependency upon utilizing faith through personal inadequacies. Sunday morning, following Mass at St Stephens, the four of us visited with a niece, exploring the Christian group home she lives in. Led by a married couple mentoring, populated by a handful of young ladies, the small community embraces an intense daily life of prayer and scripture, committed to revealing and exercising the will of God within their lives. The niece was excited to have visitors, glowing while sharing her passionate and fruit inducing life. She pointed out the significance of the flag flying on their front porch, and also hanging in her bedroom, explaining it was the flag flown by the troops of George Washington during the Revolutionary War. It is getting late, not sure where I am going, forsaking all efforts, resorting to silence.

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