Monthly Archives: June 2018

Perseverance

We must keep control over all our senses by holy interior recollection, banishing all useless reflection and introspection; these only serve to disturb us and deprive our soul of that peace without which it will never be the sanctuary of God.  –Thoughts and Saying of Saint Margaret Mary

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Ordinary Time

No good thoughts tonight,
Treading rotten tired territory,
No trust in myself,
Conceding to an impending exhaustion,
Nodding off while driving, sleeper awake,
The accumulation of knowledge wasting away,
Things unseen eternal, things seen obstructing,
Darkness the immensity of light,
An overwhelming blinding,
Entranced during Mass,
A quiet cool breeze calming,
Easing away effort,
Whispering words of wonder,
A voice says nothing,
Bearing identity, enduring immensity,
Internal and infinitesimal
A prisoner being set free,
A presence candle burning,
A Dove alighting,
A Mother interceding,
A Cross birthing,
Cessation,
A crossing.

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Being Human

Mediocrity, an entire life,
Observing, an average life,
No great achievements,
Struggle and strife,
Stumbling toward the extraordinary,
A taste test sublime,
No buds blossoming,
Senses withdrawn,
Eating the bread of life.
Addictions dissolving,
Confessional, eyes upward,
Imperfections and a vast Beyond,

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Purgation

That the two extremes, the soul and the divine wisdom, may be united, they will have to come to accord by means of a certain likeness.  As a result, the soul must also be pure and simple, unlimited and unattached to any particular knowledge, and unmodified by the boundaries of form, species, and image.  Since God is unincluded in any image, form, or particular knowledge, the soul in order to be united with Him should not be limited by any particular form or knowledge.  –St John of the Cross ‘Ascent of Mount Camel’

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Ah, who has the power to heal me?
Now wholly surrender Yourself!
Do not send me
Any more messengers,
They cannot tell me what I must hear.

‘Spiritual Canticle’
St John of the Cross

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

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A saint the world, a saint of contemplation

In their totality of pursuit, saints have the happy but rare gift of combining in their persons qualities that seem to be opposed to one another. Fanatics may have one natural virtue to an eminent degree, but they lack its balance the opposite. Mediocre people have no outstanding qualities, and so there is nothing to balance. The activist may think himself the cutting edge of the future, but if he is not a mystic, he is frightfully narrow–and part of the narrowness is that he may not possess even a small suspicion of his myopia. St Teresa was magnanimous: she sought in lived the whole picture. On the one hand she did an amazing amount of work both in the monastery and on the road, and yet on the other hand she loved long periods of prayerful solitude. Rare indeed is the man or woman who, as Vatican II puts it, is “eager to act and yet devoted to contemplation”. Teresa was wholeheartedly both. She likewise combined a tender love for her family and would not waste time in idle talk with them. She could say as her father neared death that “it seemed my soul was being wrenched from me, for I loved him dearly”. She so loved him and the others in her family that she would not lead them into the guilt of idle chatter for which we shall give a count on judgment day–which is to say that she really loved her relatives as very few people do. Her balance was likewise evident in her ability to combine a great deal of asceticism and penance in her personal life with a willing and appreciative reception of comfort from dear friends. To Gratian she wrote that “I was thinking of what a comfort it would be to me if my daughter Maria de San Jose were here: she write so well, and she is so clever and gay, that she could do something to lighten my burdens”. During her many travels, Teresa saw to it that her companions on the road with combine times of silent prayer and the cover carts with periods of healthy fun and conversation. Seldom does one meet an individual who is unashamedly ascetic and yet warmly appreciative of human comfort, who can enliven a conversation with wit and joy and then can turn to a long solitude of deep prayer afterward. For most of us it is at best a question of one or the other, not both. A saint is indeed a rare work of divine art. –Father Thomas Dubay, S.M. “Fire Within: St Teresa of Avila, St John of the Cross, and the Gospel”

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St Jude writing, daily reading

Beloved, remember the words spoken beforehand
by the Apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Build yourselves up in your most holy faith; pray in the Holy Spirit.
Keep yourselves in the love of God
and wait for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ
that leads to eternal life.
On those who waver, have mercy;
save others by snatching them out of the fire;
on others have mercy with fear,
abhorring even the outer garment stained by the flesh.

To the one who is able to keep you from stumbling
and to present you unblemished and exultant,
in the presence of his glory,
to the only God, our savior,
through Jesus Christ our Lord
be glory, majesty, power, and authority
from ages past, now, and for ages to come. Amen.

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