Monthly Archives: June 2019

Sound inducing peace

I have been listening to Joshua Messick, a musician accomplished with the dulcimer, a medieval stringed instrument.

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A Purposeful Life

I was thinking about a poem from an influential oriental book from my youth: the Tao Te Ching.

Do you want to improve the world?
I don’t think it can be done. The world is sacred.

It can’t be improved.
If you tamper with it, you’ll ruin it.
If you treat it like an object, you’ll lose it.

There is a time for being ahead,
a time for being behind;
a time for being in motion,
a time for being at rest;
a time for being vigorous,
a time for being exhausted;
a time for being safe,
a time for being in danger.

The Master sees things as they are,
without trying to control them.
She lets them go their own way,
and resides at the center of the circle.

Which sent me to Ecclesiastes chapter 4.

I turned myself to other things, and I saw the oppressions that are done under the sun, and the tears of the innocent, and they had no comforter; and they were not able to resist their violence, being destitute of help from any. And I praised the dead rather than the living: And I judged him happier than them both, that is not yet born, nor hath seen the evils that are done under the sun. Again I considered all the labours of men, and I remarked that their industries are exposed to the envy of their neighhour: so in this also there is vanity, and fruitless care. The fool foldeth his hands together, and eateth his own flesh, saying:

Better is a handful with rest, than both hands full with labour, and vexation of mind. Considering I found also another vanity under the sun: There is but one, and he hath not a second, no child, no brother, and yet he ceaseth not to labour, neither are his eyes satisfied with riches, neither doth he reflect, saying: For whom do I labour, and defraud my soul of good things? in this also is vanity, and a grievous vexation. It is better therefore that two should be together, than one: for they have the advantage of their society: If one fall he shall be supported by the other: woe to him that is alone, for when he falleth, he hath none to lift him up.

And if two lie together, they shall warm one another: how shall one alone be warmed? And if a man prevail against one, two shall withstand him: a threefold cord is not easily broken. Better is a child that is poor and wise, than a king that is old and foolish, who knoweth not to foresee for hereafter. Because out of prison and chains sometimes a man cometh forth to a kingdom: and another born king is consumed with poverty. I saw all men living, that walk under the sun with the second young man, who shall rise up in his place.

The number of the people, of all that were before him is infinite: and they that shall come afterwards, shall not rejoice in him: but this also is vanity, and vexation of spirit. Keep thy foot, when thou goest into the house of God, and draw nigh to hear. For much better is obedience, than the victims of fools, who know not what evil they do.

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Compromise

Self-propulsion, kicking against the pricks,
Driving the prick further into the skin,
An ox yoked and burdened,
A master prods and demands,
Rebellion inflicts greater suffering,
A dog feasts upon its own vomit,
Beyond satisfaction, satiated by filth,
That of its own doing is wretchedly consumed,
Lesser than Intent, lesser than deserved.

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Beginning

Loins girded, a catheter, concupiscence forcefully denied,
A donkey harnessed and blind,
A dove, three lilies, water pouring from the heavens,
Unable to follow, a wanderer stumbles,
A foe pretending to be a friend,
The mind rambles, worldly and habituated,
No longer a need for cleverness,
For cleverness no longer appeals,
A weapon for the cleverest of fools,
Pretense, impressions, outward appearances,
Visual stimulation, the appetites and hearing,
Weariness rendered, an undeniable thirst grows,
Three-fold, underneath, a small voice soothes,
A castle, many assembled, a choir chants,
Alone being a struggle, a war, a clash,
Discipline sought through surrender,
Emptying, opening within failure,
Wiping the mind with tears,
Confessions, healing, consecration,
Setting apart,
Jesus through Mary.

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