Habituation once again inflicting, stubborn,
The still moments of emptiness, obstinate,
Burdened with the weight of self-formation,
I taught myself how to grow old and hurts,
The ways of waywardness being purged, bleeding,
Unaware pain troubling throughout the years, a life,
A headache, a heartache, thoughts dissipating,
Disappearing within an emerging, decreasing,
Increasing response to the Holy Spirit, Divine Will,
The creation of salvation, the love of being loved.