I have made the decision to center myself within my surroundings. Private in calling, there is serious discernment forming the decision. Massachusetts, the Maronite Monks of Adoration, provide pilgrimage, immersion in the Eucharist, an authentic contemplative retreat. The longing properly exist, yet I will stay home. I will remove myself from work, preserving energy, furthering the fellowship nurtured throughout Lent. Praying upon matters, a sign was perceived when Father Roger asked me at St Paul Shrine on Palm Sunday if I would participate in having my feet washed during mass on Thursday. In addition, the extern sisters implored for treats after Easter Mass for distributing. The thought of celebrating in Cleveland and with family in Toledo was already simmering. Thursday there is a dinner for all the ‘Arise’ groups throughout St Paschal Baylon and St Clare. There were various groups meeting on different days and times. Plus Thursday morning is a morning of sprititual direction. I will conduct a retreat within my life, within my existing environment. I have notified the Hospice informing them my schedule is open. My experiences with the Hospice only grows in relevancy. The patient in Huntsburg astounds with beauty. She has been removed from the By-your-side program, meaning she is not actively dying. Her body is not shutting down. I can spend extended time at the Jennings Center. I will rent a car for the week allowing unlimited mileage, allowing numerous trips to Toledo. My own life will be granted a retreat and celebration of Easter within all the good things God is doing for me. I have also made plans to enjoy the Tenebrae Mass at the Rosary Cathedral in Toledo with a Lebanese friend of special calling. The acoustics in the Church are phenomenal, the large space wonderfully carrying sound. The darkness of the Mass is powerfully broken by the thunderous percussion of a symphony kettle drum. It is a favorite Mass. The Eucharist will be adored, contemplative quiet prayer graced with profound hours, the quaint chapel at St Clare and Sacred Heart as well as St Paul Shrine providing.