Poetry

The Sacred Heart

by Adelaide Anne Procter

What wouldst thou have, O soul
Thou weary soul?
Lo!   I have sought for rest
On the Earth’s heaving breast
From pole to pole.
Sleep—I have been with her,
But she gave dreams;
Death—nay, the rest he gives
Rest only seems.
Fair nature knows it not—
The grass is growing;
The blue air knows it not—
The winds are blowing:
Not in the changing sky,
The stormy sea—
Yet somewhere in God’s wide world
Rest there must be.
Within thy Saviour’s Heart
Place all thy care,
And learn, O weary soul,
Thy Rest is there.

What wouldst thou, trembling soul?
Strength for the strife—
Strength for this fiery war
That we call Life.
Fears gather thickly round;
Shadowy foes,
Like unto armed men,
Around me close.
What am I, frail and poor,
When griefs arise?
No help from the weak earth,
Or the cold skies.
Lo!   I can find no guards,
No weapons borrow,
Shrinking, alone I stand,
With mighty sorrow.
Courage, thou trembling soul,
Grief thou must bear,
Yet thou canst find a strength
Will match despair:
Within thy Saviour’s Heart—
Seek for it there.

What wouldst thou have, sad soul,
Oppressed with grief?—
Comfort: I seek in vain,
Nor find relief.
Nature, all pitiless,
Smiles on my pain ;
I ask my fellow-men,,
They give disdain.
I asked the babbling streams,
But they flowed on;
I asked the wise and good,
But they gave none.
Though I have asked the stars,
Coldly they shine,
They are too bright to know
Grief such as mine.
I asked for comfort still,
And I found tears,
And I have sought in vain
Long, weary years.
Listen, thou mournful soul,
Thy pain shall cease;
Deep in His sacred Heart,
Dwells joy and peace.

Yes, in that Heart divine,
The Angels bright
Find, through eternal years,
Still new delight.
From thence his constancy
The martyr drew,
And there the virgin band
Their refuge knew.
There, racked by pain without,
And dread within,
How many souls have found
Heaven’s bliss begin.
Then leave thy vain attempts
To seek for peace;
The world can never give
One soul release:
But in thy Saviour’s Heart
Securely dwell,
No pain can harm thee, hid
In that sweet cell.
Then fly, O coward soul,
Delay no more,
What words can speak the joy
For thee in store?
What smiles of earth can tell
Of peace like thine?
Silence and tears are best
For things divine.

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To Live the Christian life

I received a sane, educated email from the ecclesiastical minister detailing our continued gathering after the culmination of ‘Arise’.  I like the plain, simple, learned approach of her mind, the intentions of a woman able to humbly and easily adapt herself to communal life.  Nothing strange, no visions, no spiritual superiority, nothing extravagant, no weirdness.  It is becoming essential to my spiritual life, ways anchored within quiet still prayer, contemplative Adoration.  Recently, I encountered a wonderful Vietnamese woman, a delight whenever we meet.  She is always insisting everyone witness her supernatural photos of the Eucharist hovering about, and other incredible extra ordinary events she captures with her camera.  Observing the photos, I noticed the beautiful Adoration chapel at St Clare was included in her supernatural wanderings.  I pointed out how much I enjoyed the chapel, mentioning the statue of Mary.  She became elated and excited, barely able to contain the abundance of words bursting forth. She told me of placing her hands in the hands of Mary, a motion of mercy I myself have practiced, and then Mary lifting her into the air and tossing her about.  Mary raised her from the ground, rocking her back and forth, swinging her mightily, her hands glued to Mary’s while her feet flew to the right and then dramatically to the left.  I could only laugh, and stammer ‘Oh my gosh’, while inside thinking with tickled cordial calmness ‘no, no, no, NO!!!’  Of course it is not a matter of believing or not believing her, rather being absolutely opposed to the necessity of supernatural events being a part of one’s spiritual life.  St John of the Cross is adamant, as well as others, that the supernatural is not to be sought, nor to be romanticized.  NOT at all!!!  Anyway, back to the structured methodical ways of those I was blessed with through the ‘Arise’ gatherings.  I am posting a part of her email:

I looked for the book that we were interested in.  It is part of a series of four books entitled Why Catholic, based on the Catechism.  The volume that most people were interested in was called Live: Christian Morality. The first six chapters, which we could cover by the end of June, “present the moral teachings of the Catholic faith, beginning with the Beatitudes and explore the principles of freedom and responsibility, conscience, virtues, morality, and grace.” The last six sessions, which focus on the Ten Commandments and their implications for Christian living, we could save for a later time.

Here is my email response: The program sounds interesting, fitting in well with a Father Gerald Vann book I have started titled ‘The Divine Pity’. I will see you next week. The cost of the book is no problem. A final note.  The importance of the program for me is not introducing new ideas, expecting to learn things I have not been introduced to before, rather invigoration and enhancement, refined defining solidifying mature fellowship.  And above all it is a practice in humility, not an opportunity to plague others will self-perceived brilliance, a crowd to bore with indulgent delusion–in reality establishing foes rather than friends.  One must be careful and mindful moving forward in the spiritual life.

This is the opening page of my copy of Father Gerald Vann’s ‘Divine Pity’.

Saint Augustine’s Prayer

O Lord Jesus, let me know myself, let me know Thee and desire nothing but Thee alone.
Let me hate myself and love Thee; and take whatever happens as coming from Thee.
Let me humble myself and exalt Thee; and think of nothing but Thee alone.
Let me die to myself and live in Thee; and take whatever happens as coming from Thee.
Let me forsake myself and walk after Thee; and ever desire to follow Thee.
Let me flee from myself and turn to Thee; and so I may merit to be defended by Thee.
Let me fear for myself, let me fear Thee; and be among those who are chosen by Thee.
Let me distrust myself and trust in Thee; and ever obey for love of Thee.
Let me cleave to nothing but only to Thee; and ever be poor for the sake of Thee.
Look upon me, that I may love Thee.
Call me, that I may see Thee and forever possess Thee.
Amen.

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An Easter Prayer

By Michaela Youngson

When everything was dark
and it seemed that the sun would never shine again,
your love broke through.

Your love was too strong,
too wide,
too deep
for death to hold.

The sparks cast by your love
dance and spread
and burst forth
with resurrection light.

Gracious God,
We praise you for the light of new life
made possible through Jesus.
We praise you for the light of new life
that shone on the first witnesses of resurrection.
We praise you for the light of new life
that continues to shine in our hearts today.

We pray that the Easter light of life, hope and joy,
will live in us each day;
and that we will be bearers of that light
into the lives of others.

Amen.

from Jesuitinstitute.org

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The Hunters

Ruth Temple Lindsay

“The Devil, as a roaring lion, goes about seeking whom he may devour.”

The Lion, he prowls far and near,
Nor swerves for pain or rue;
He heeds naught sloth nor fear,
He prowls—prowling through
The silent glade and weary street,
In the empty dark and the full noon heat;
And a little Lamb with aching feet—
He prowls too.

The Lion crouches alert, apart—
With patience does he woo;
He waits long by this shuttered heart,
And the Lamb—He waits too,
Up the lurid passes of dreams that kill,
Through the twisting maze of the great Untrue,
The Lion follows the fainting will—
And the Lamb—He follows too.

From the tickets dim of the hidden way
Where the depths of hell accrue,
The Lion leaps upon his prey:
But the Lamb—He leaps too.
Ah! loose the leash of the sins that damn,
Mark Devil and God as goals,
And the panting love of a famished Lamb,
Gone mad with the need of souls.

The Lion, he strays near and far;
What heights hath he left untrod?
He crawls nigh to the purest star,
On the trail of the saints of God.
And throughout the darkness of things unclean,
In the depths were the sin-ghouls brood,
There prowls ever with yearning mind–
A lamp as white as Blood!

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Vamos aver

A pleasant day of no work, free time a blessing, leisure an activity in itself. John the Hermit spent the evening visiting, the two of us setting up the Dragon dictation program on his laptop, establishing the means for voice control and writing through dictation, a practice I am using more and more, although I find editing burdensome. I tend to read what I think should be there rather that what is really there. A poor attribute for an editor. I spent the afternoon in Huntsburg, Ohio, driving east on Mayfield Road for twenty miles or so. The terrain is hilly in contrast to the low laying areas I am use to in Southern Michigan and Northwest Ohio. I was visiting a Hospice patient, a ninety-eight year old woman somewhat responsive in a wheelchair. I pushed her to a window overlooking a wooded area and a creek. She was Catholic so we spent the time in prayer, a Rosary, Divine Mercy chaplet, an elaboration on the solemnity of Saint Joseph, also a prayer to Saint Joseph. She was another one that I felt the calling to touch, constantly maintaining contact: a hand on her knee, pulling up her socks, brushing her hair out of her eyes, holding her hand. I learned nearby, in Windsor, Ohio, is the tallest statue of Our Lady of Guadalupe, standing over thirty feet tall. Possibly tomorrow I will visit, or in the near future with Mary from the Philippines. It turns out John the Hermit is staying a block and a half from my home–convenient, surely a sign, a friendship solidified. It turns out he knows Mary, Shirley, and when I mentioned Ann’s friend Myron Saad he said he knew of the man, although he made it clear he just knew who he was. He did not know him distinctly. John use to take part in a Franciscan group at the Shrine many years ago.  It is astounding we would meet in Massachusetts at a Maronite Monastery, two of four men staying in the guest house.  Tomorrow we will work further on establishing his speech recognition aptitude. I will also return to Huntsburg, able to give the woman four hours of my time. God is good and all giving. I also wanted to express gratitude. I mentioned the other day my readers hover around eight to nine daily, comfortable in this regard. I do not check that often, yet when I did look into matters I saw the numbers now range around twenty, somewhat surprised with the find. I tell no one of this blog.

Windsor, Ohio Our Lady of Guadalupe private family shrine

Windsor, Ohio Our Lady of Guadalupe private family shrine.  Notice the Crucifix is the head of Rosary beads surrounding the pond. 

 

A St John of the Cross poem in anticipation of a three day Easter weekend retreat:

Stanzas Given a Spiritual Meaning

St John of the Cross

I went out seeking love,
And with unfaltering hope
I flew so high, so high,
That I overtook the prey.
That I might take the prey
Of this adventuring in God
I had to fly so high
That I was lost from sight;
And though in this adventure
I faltered in my flight,
Yet love had already flown so high That I took the prey.
When I ascended higher
My vision was dazzled,
And the most difficult conquest
Came about in darkness;
But since I was seeking love
The leap I made was blind and dark,
And I rose so high, so high,
That I took the prey.
The higher I ascended
In this seeking so lofty
The lower and more subdued
And abased I became.
I said: No one can overtake it!
And sank, ah, so low
That I was so high, so high,
That I took the prey.
In a wonderful way
My one flight surpassed a thousand,
For the hope of heaven
Attains as much as it hopes for;
This seeking is my only hope,
And in hoping, I made no mistake,
Because I flew so high, so high,
That I took the prey.

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Growth Amongst the Thorns

Thorns prick, many deep and piercing,
Blood pooling, dark and dangerous cleansing,
Tired of running, tired of lying, tired of fear, turn away,
Delusion entrapping, sin builds upon sin, turn to a new way,
Psychic change pushing in further, revealing the wounds,
Essential essence, intrinsically individual, a bruise upon a bruise,
Investigate the pain, examine through and through patience and prayer,
From the inside out, to the outside in, looking about,
Not judging nor condemning one’s self, loving to the best of degrees,
Trusting without fear, abandoning the subtlest forms of pride,
Unafraid to be imperfect, understanding perfection arises only from imperfection,
A lotus plants roots in the mud,
The perfect needs not to be perfect,
The imperfect needs so many things,
A deeper revelation inevitable, thorns are necessary suffering,
Virtue builds upon virtue, constructing a high way,
God is good and all giving.

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Fellowship matters

A dream pondering thoughts,
The reality of that which is not, to be or not to be, immense deprivation,
A whirlwind world within a seven day work week, time tricking employment, tick-tock, tick-tock
Unholy exhaustion expires the pallet of holy desire, massive drainage, a vortex pulling downward,
Spiraling, lacking, drowning within a multitude of colors, blushing pale and perplexed, tick-tock, tick-tock,
It all coexists, coalescing, prayer and adaption, brutalization beating upon practiced humility,
Realms daily inhabiting confused interactions, coping, arguing, ignoring the blood gouging grins,
The many, loud and crying out for individuality, being unique, set apart, hammer the fists,
The need of being needy amongst the needy, amassed and a mist, the masses, eyes crying cloudy,
Dazed and confused upon the environ of rough landings, many flights never taken, a dodo walks dumb,
The continual confinement of contemplative emancipation, a grounded short-circuit, a fire never started,
Hungry, starving, sacrificial sign of a crucifixion loving, one to both sides, a good and bad thief,
Maybe I am right and maybe I am wrong, acquiescing, quieting the mind, forgiving,
Lord assist me, have mercy,

Remember that there are things which blemish perfect purity, without being in themselves downright acts of impurity. Anything which tends to lessen its intense sensitiveness, or to cast the slightest shadow over it, is of this nature; and all evil thoughts or foolish acts of levity or heedlessness are as steps towards the most direct breaches of the law of chastity. Avoid the society of persons who are wanting in purity, especially if they are bold, as indeed impure people always are…a corrupt pestilential man can scarcely hold communication with others, whether men or women, without damaging their perfect purity— their very glance is venomous, and their breath blighting…seek out good and pure men, read and ponder holy things; for the Word of God is pure, and it will make those pure who study it: wherefore David likens it to gold and precious stones. Always abide close to Jesus Christ Crucified, both spiritually in meditation and actually in Holy Communion….if you rest your heart upon Our Dear Lord, the Very Lamb, Pure and Immaculate, you will find that soon both heart and soul will be purified of all spot or stain.  —The Saint Francis de Sales Collection

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