St John of the Cross

The difficult

Endeavor to be inclined always: not to the easiest, but to the most difficult; not to the most delightful, but to the most distasteful; not to the most gratifying, but to the less pleasant; not to what means rest for you, but to hard work; not the consoling, but to the unconsoling; not to the most, but to the least; not to the highest and most precious, but to the lowest and most despised; not to wanting something, but to wanting nothing. Do not go about looking for the best of temporal things, but for the worst, and, for Christ, desire to enter into complete nudity, emptiness, and poverty in everything in the world. –St John of the Cross

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

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Strengthening Bonds of Divine Intimacy

The bridegroom rejoices that his chosen has said yes to his invitation to spiritual marriage. She wants the illumination of perfect love to end in its consummation. To be of one spirit with God is to be freed from rebellious imperfections. Also its resistances have to die a natural death like the old self she used to be. Only then can God complete in her the work he began so long ago. Only through such slavery can she be set free!

“What shall we do for our sister on the day of her courtship, for she is little and has no breasts? If she is a wall let us build upon its silver bulwark and defenses; and if she is a door, let us reinforce it with cedar wood.” — Song of songs

She wants the Holy Spirit to fortify the walls that’s surround her inmost chamber, making them secure against the attacks of intruders. Love brings her closer to that special room made of sweet cedar wood where she senses her mystical marriage shall at last be consummated. As a bride- to-be, she shall wait by the door to greet her groom with a Cordial kiss. She shall hold open the portal of her heart so that he may enter “through the complete and true ‘yes’ of love”.

–Susan Mutu ‘Deep into the Thicket’

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Formed in secret

God secretly teaches the soul and instructs it in perfection of love, without its doing anything or understanding of what manner is this infused contemplation. – – St John of the Cross ‘Dark Night of the Soul’

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

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Vamos aver

A pleasant day of no work, free time a blessing, leisure an activity in itself. John the Hermit spent the evening visiting, the two of us setting up the Dragon dictation program on his laptop, establishing the means for voice control and writing through dictation, a practice I am using more and more, although I find editing burdensome. I tend to read what I think should be there rather that what is really there. A poor attribute for an editor. I spent the afternoon in Huntsburg, Ohio, driving east on Mayfield Road for twenty miles or so. The terrain is hilly in contrast to the low laying areas I am use to in Southern Michigan and Northwest Ohio. I was visiting a Hospice patient, a ninety-eight year old woman somewhat responsive in a wheelchair. I pushed her to a window overlooking a wooded area and a creek. She was Catholic so we spent the time in prayer, a Rosary, Divine Mercy chaplet, an elaboration on the solemnity of Saint Joseph, also a prayer to Saint Joseph. She was another one that I felt the calling to touch, constantly maintaining contact: a hand on her knee, pulling up her socks, brushing her hair out of her eyes, holding her hand. I learned nearby, in Windsor, Ohio, is the tallest statue of Our Lady of Guadalupe, standing over thirty feet tall. Possibly tomorrow I will visit, or in the near future with Mary from the Philippines. It turns out John the Hermit is staying a block and a half from my home–convenient, surely a sign, a friendship solidified. It turns out he knows Mary, Shirley, and when I mentioned Ann’s friend Myron Saad he said he knew of the man, although he made it clear he just knew who he was. He did not know him distinctly. John use to take part in a Franciscan group at the Shrine many years ago.  It is astounding we would meet in Massachusetts at a Maronite Monastery, two of four men staying in the guest house.  Tomorrow we will work further on establishing his speech recognition aptitude. I will also return to Huntsburg, able to give the woman four hours of my time. God is good and all giving. I also wanted to express gratitude. I mentioned the other day my readers hover around eight to nine daily, comfortable in this regard. I do not check that often, yet when I did look into matters I saw the numbers now range around twenty, somewhat surprised with the find. I tell no one of this blog.

Windsor, Ohio Our Lady of Guadalupe private family shrine

Windsor, Ohio Our Lady of Guadalupe private family shrine.  Notice the Crucifix is the head of Rosary beads surrounding the pond. 

 

A St John of the Cross poem in anticipation of a three day Easter weekend retreat:

Stanzas Given a Spiritual Meaning

St John of the Cross

I went out seeking love,
And with unfaltering hope
I flew so high, so high,
That I overtook the prey.
That I might take the prey
Of this adventuring in God
I had to fly so high
That I was lost from sight;
And though in this adventure
I faltered in my flight,
Yet love had already flown so high That I took the prey.
When I ascended higher
My vision was dazzled,
And the most difficult conquest
Came about in darkness;
But since I was seeking love
The leap I made was blind and dark,
And I rose so high, so high,
That I took the prey.
The higher I ascended
In this seeking so lofty
The lower and more subdued
And abased I became.
I said: No one can overtake it!
And sank, ah, so low
That I was so high, so high,
That I took the prey.
In a wonderful way
My one flight surpassed a thousand,
For the hope of heaven
Attains as much as it hopes for;
This seeking is my only hope,
And in hoping, I made no mistake,
Because I flew so high, so high,
That I took the prey.

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His Heart an Open Wound

Applied Spiritually to Christ and the Soul.

A lone young shepherd lived in pain
withdrawn from pleasure and contentment,
his thoughts fixed on a shepherd-girl
his heart an open wound with love.

He weeps, but not from the wound of love,
there is no pain in such affliction,
even though the heart is pierced;
he weeps in knowing he’s been forgotten.

That one thought: his shining one
has forgotten him, is such great pain
that he bows to brutal handling in a foreign land,
his heart an open wound with love.

The shepherd says: I pity the one
who draws herself back from my love,
and does not seek the joy of my presence
though my heart is an open wound with love for her.

After a long time he climbed a tree,
and spread his shining arms,
and hung by them, and died,
his heart an open wound with love.

–Twenty Poems by St. John of the Cross

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God Alone

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Ah, who has the power to heal me?
Now wholly surrender yourself!
Do not send me
any more messengers;
they cannot tell me what I must hear.

All who are free
tell me a thousand graceful things of you;
all wound me more
and leave me dying of,
ah, I-don’t-know-what is behind their stammering.

How do you endure O life,
not living where you live,
and being brought near death
by the arrows you receive
from that which you conceive of your Beloved?

Why, since you wounded this heart,
don’t you heal it?
And why, since you stole it from me,
do you leave it so,
and fail to carry off what you have stolen?

Extinguish these miseries,
since no one else can stamp them out;
and may my eyes behold you,
because you are their light,
and I would open them to you alone.

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Spiritual Canticle

In the inner wine cellar
I drank of my Beloved, and, when I went abroad
through all this valley,
I no longer knew anything,
and lost the herd that I was following.

There he gave me his breast;
there he taught me a sweet and living knowledge;
and I gave myself to him,
keeping nothing back;
there I promised to be his bride.

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St John of the Cross.  Euclid, Ohio.

St John of the Cross. Euclid, Ohio.

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