Catholic

A dream from years past, a spoken harsh word: reprehensible

Padre Pio quotes:

“True and substantial devotion consists in serving God without experiencing any sensible consolation. This means serving and loving God for His own sake.”


“Don’t be daunted by the cross. The surest test of love consists in suffering for the loved one, and if God suffered so much for love, the pain we suffer for Him becomes as lovable as love itself.”


“Jesus is with you even when you don’t feel His presence. He is never so close to you as He is during your spiritual battles. He is always there, close to you, encouraging you to fight your battle courageously. He is there to ward off the enemy’s blows so that you may not be hurt.”

 

Padre Pio smile

Padre Pio smile

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Solemn solace; integrity during confrontation

The structure did not seem very attractive from the outside, but when I entered, the white and colorful interior almost took my breath.  The altar and sanctuary were marvelous.  How those friars cherish and adorn that little yet heavenly chapel!  I felt so happy kneeling there alone before the radiant Tabernacle.  Truly, I felt as if I were in a haven of Glory.  After Confession, I walked over to the altar of the Blessed Virgin in order to burn a vigil light there and again consecrate myself to her as her Knight.  I pleaded that she guide me wisely and protect me closely as I venture along the disastrous paths of battle.  Other earnest prayers followed in which I asked blessings on all of you at home.  Moments such as these before the Blessed Sacrament are the only true consolation, solitude, and peace a soldier can find nowadays.  I seek those moments at every opportunity that is given to me, for there lies my hope and contentment.  –‘Our Lady’s Knight’

Leo

..be thou an example of the faithful in word,
in conversation,
in charity,
in faith,
in chastity.

Till I come, attend unto reading,
to exhortation,
and to doctrine.

Neglect not the grace that is in thee,
which was given thee by prophesy,
with imposition of the hands of the priesthood.

Meditate upon these things,
be wholly in these things:
that thy profiting may be manifest to all.

Take heed to thyself
and to doctrine:
be earnest in them.
For in doing this thou shalt both save thyself and them that hear thee.

1 Timothy chapter 4

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Gathering Water: Cleveland Botanical Gardens

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Weekly formation

The first day of new employment, feeling at peace, content with circumstances and professional environment. The pursuit of harmony throughout my life becomes a focused activity. The head of our department, maintenance, impresses mightily, a kind man outstanding in his field. I am easily obedient to humble brilliance. With respect and dignity to routine, an essential to the spiritual life as I live it, a schedule is naturally, and spiritually, falling into place. Mondays will be remiss of Adoration, at this time at least, with Mass celebration occurring in Little Italy at Holy Rosary.  The Queen of Heaven statue serving as the centerpiece of the sanctuary is worth the price of admission alone. Tuesday should prove delightfully devoted to Our Lady with Adoration and Mass at the East Cleveland (Euclid) shrine dedicated to Our Lady of Lourdes. Wednesday will reside close to home with Adoration and Mass celebrated at St Ann (Communion of Saints). I was made aware of the weekly evening conductance, including confession, by a woman passing out novena prayers for the Miraculous Medal at Holy Rosary. Thursdays presents Adoration at the Slovenian church of St Mary of Collinwood, a quaint Church tucked into the inner-city neighborhood of my employment. I would like to comment on the neighborhood, stating a challenge and fascination. The neighborhood is recognized as severely crime and drug infested, a blight upon even those abiding. Sunday, the significant other and I were driving through the neighborhood exploring. She is centered in her work less than a tenth of a mile away at Hospice Headquarters, able to share lunch together.  While touring the Eastside, we encountered a gang of thirty or so black males marauding through the streets on motocross motorcycles and ATV vehicles. Conducting sheer anarchy, the men loudly paraded their unlicensed and street illegal vehicles upon St Claire Ave, a main thruway. Several of the riders were isolating themselves, burning rubber and riding wheelies. It was something I truly never thought I would behold. Not sure what I thought, experiencing outrage and intrigue. Abiding in nonjudgement and tranquility, I tried to simply observe, thinking of St Francis’s benevolence when beholding the leper.  This is the neighborhood the company I have committed to is intent upon creating jobs within. Collinwood, Ohio it was once recognized as. The gentleman, Dan T Moore, founding the company is quite interesting, establishing a captivating industrial center at the former airport of Curtiss Wright, one of the original aviation pioneers, one of the Wright Brothers. Anyway I digress, back to my weekly dedication to the contemplative life, the outlining of a schedule. St Mary of Collinwood Adoration is conducted from two to six Thursdays, allowing immediate attendance after punching out from work. Mass will hopefully follow at St Aloysius, another east side gem I knew nothing about. I stopped by today as Masstime.org showed them hosting daily Adoration, however the priest informed the information was incorrect. I hope the Mass time listing is also not an error. The week day work week will end profoundly with Adoration and prayers shared with the Benedictines at St Andrew’s Abbey. It has been months, much has happened. I am still determining Mass possibilities. God is good and all giving.

Our Lady Queen of Heaven

Ave Maria, gratia plena
Maria, gratia plena
Maria, gratia plena
Ave, ave dominus
Dominus tecum
Benedicta tu in mulieribus
Et benedictus
Et benedictus fructus ventris
Ventris tui, Jesus
Ave Maria!

Ave Maria Mater dei
Ora pro nobis pecatoribus
Ora, ora pro nobis
Ora ora pro nobis pecatoribus
Nunc et in hora mortis
In hora mortis, nostrae
In hora mortis mortis nostrae
In hora mortis, nostrae
Ave Maria!

Queen of Heaven statue at Holy Rosary.

Queen of Heaven statue at Holy Rosary

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Words of ripened honey

Over the last several months, associated with the significant other, a Holy Hour imprints finely upon where I stand firmly at this time. Conducted early Saturday morning, post 6:30 AM Mass at St Dominic in Shaker Heights, a silent maturity and sophistication in the endeavor soothes, creating comfortable space for reflective contemplative communal prayer. The Holy Hour is organized, constructed with a fluid format, calling forth readers in opening, closing and upon the quarter hours. I will post several readings. God’s revealing advances a distancing from a lunatic fringe element to the pursuit of faith, hope, and charity. Lovingly in regard, proper in discernment, in silence, the aspect of individuals devoting their lives to the pursuit of Catholicism, while leading lives out of balance—singular, devoid of the inability to maintain mature intimate relationships, bizarre in behavior and circumstance, strange in appearance, weird in encounter, no longer abides truthfully. It becomes strikingly apparent that many consumed within brokenness, some suffering severe psychological dispositions, must be passed beyond, attachment no longer a possibility. Within love, caring, and respect, God places the distance. I am complimented to be seated amidst the St Dominic Holy Hour. Others come calling from the past. Barb from Arise is sending out emails for an Arise rejuvenation to start up in the fall. She is requesting I become more actively involved, starting tomorrow by standing at the sign-up booth at St Clare after 8:00 AM Mass. I am moved and honored, recognizing all distance is not proper. Father Estabrook resides and I have not spoken to him for some time, still possessing a book he lent. God is good and all giving.

St Dominic Holy Hour reflections on the feast day of St Bernard of Clairvaux, the saint with the melliferous tongue.

Mary’s deep faith is clearly expressed in her ability to trust in her Divine Son, even when it seems He is indifferent to the situation. She models the kind of faith we need in our own lives, especially we when we wonder how God is present in the difficulties we face. Like Mary, we are called to go beyond a belief simply in the physical presence of Jesus in the Eucharist; we are invited to believe in Jesus’ loving presence in each of us, and the church, and our world, in our life situations right now.

When Jesus pours himself out for the love of us met each Eucharistic Celebration, he asks us, do this in remembrance of Me. Jesus invites us to receive the gift of life He shares with us; He also invites us, in turn, to share that same life with others. And this is perhaps the deepest act of faith: to discover how we are called to be the loving presence of Jesus for others.

To give fully of ourselves means self-forgetfulness and self-sacrifice, but only out of love. We can take some time now to reflect on how Jesus might be asking us to participate more fully in the life-giving mystery of His suffering, death, and resurrection.

Lord, I am an earthenware vessel
In which you have placed a treasure.
Help me to reveal your extraordinary power.
When I feel afflicted, free me from constraints.
When I am perplexed, lead me beyond despair.
When I feel persecuted, do not forsake me.
When I am struck down, renew Your life in me.
As I carry within myself the death of Jesus,
May the life of Jesus, too, be revealed in me.
Help me to realize that death at work in me
Means life to those for whom I offer myself.
Do not let me lose heart, but grant me abundant grace,
So that my thanksgiving may overflow to the glory of God.
We ask this through Our Lord Jesus Christ,
Your son, who lives and reigns with You,
And the Holy Spirit.
One God.
AMEN

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Our Lady’s Knight

Reading of the life of Leo Lovasik, brother to Father Lawrence, son to devout Catholic parents, and above all devoted to Jesus and Mary, I marvel at the simplicity of character, the restraint of understanding, the ability to adhere to inner convictions in a world of conflict.  Drafted into the military during WWII, his letter exchanges with his girlfriend Mary Ann, a young lady he meets in St Louis, reveal two lovely souls properly sharing solace in one another during troubled times.  After Leo is shot down in flying missions over Europe, Mary Ann is called to the religious life, faithful to the cloistered life in a convent.

Letter from Leo to Mary Ann

I certainly wish we could spend many more such enjoyable Sundays as we did last Sunday.  The simplicity and carefree spirit of the day afforded me the interior happiness I always craved.  Wandering through the winding paths of the park in the midst of nature’s beauty and then along the lagoon has filled my soul with wonderful inspiration.  The lights of the city looked like so many stars in the blue heavens; the fragrant atmosphere of nature, the preferential stillness of the Cathedral sanctuary that instills into each faithful soul kneeling there the fervor of holiness and heavenly happiness; the grand satisfying pleasure of sharing my time with a person with a heart of gold—these are the things I love…

Diary entry by Mary Ann

“We just couldn’t let the day pass without making a visit to the Cathedral, just three blocks from the edge of the park.  There, too, silence reigned.  As we knelt there before Our Blessed Lord, I whispered many a prayer for these two young defenders of all that was good and dear to us Americans; and most of all, I thanked the dear Lord for the providential ride on the renowned Forest Park Streetcar (as Leo called it), and prayed that the friendship we formed, based on the simplest and purest sort of love I had ever known, might continue.  My prayers were heard, and as I know now, God had chosen me closer to Himself through this very admirable and amiable lad who called himself a Knight of Our Lady.  We never really talked much about religion–but actions speak louder than words; Leo was a shining example of all that a Catholic could ever hope to be, and I have no doubt that his example was an incentive to all with whom he came in contact as it was to me.  There was always a little religious touch at the end of his letters as he entrusted me to the care of Our Blessed Lady and her Divine Son.  His letters were treasures that not only I, but Mom and Dad, too, cherished.  Our friendship was much too dear to be broken, so we resolved to write when time permitted, to pray for each other, and to trust in the dear Lord as to the future.”

Another letter from Leo to Mary Ann.

“I wish I could relive those precious moments of last Sunday, Mary Ann.  They were moments I often dreamed of for the future.  I craved for such simple pleasant moments—wandering through the grandeur of nature, strolling through quiet streets in the early morning, hand in hand on the way to Mass, observing a sleepy lagoon in a dreary mood, feeling the gentle morning breeze against my cheek, looking at the splendors of God’s nature and rejoicing to be so fortunate as to be young and alive.  You encourage these pleasant musings, Mary Ann, and that is why I am positive I shall miss you very much.

Of course, that is not the only reason which shall make me remember you in time to come.  Mary Ann, you are the type of girl that any good and decent boy craves for and wishes to have and hold as a constant companion.  It is your simple, modest, appealing character and personality that draws.  I certainly am proud as well as honored to have spent so many enjoyable moments with you.  Thanks, Mary Ann, from the bottom of my heart.”

A letter from Mary Ann to Leo’s brother Father Lawrence.

“We continued our correspondence as Leo passed from one stage of his training to another; having completed his training he was graduated as an aerial gunner, given the Staff-sergeant rating, and those beautiful Silver Wings he gave to me.  You know as well as I how that thrilled me: he had written asking special prayers that he might succeed, not only because of himself, ‘but for the folks at home’; so I started going to Mass and Holy Communion every morning before school for his intention, if it be God’s Holy Will (as Leo always prayed).  Therefore, the news was equally dear to me, as was the little, but also precious gift of a pair of silver wings.  I was so grateful to the dear lord I plan to continue my trips to the Cathedral each morning in thanksgiving.  You see, that is another way in which Leo brought me closer to Christ and His Beloved Mother.  I had always loved Them, but Leo’s example just made me feel so much closer and dear to Them.  The rest of the story you well know, Father.  He went from one state to another, staying only for short periods in each, and before we knew it, he was on his way overseas.”

Leo

Leo Lovasik

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Father Lawrence Lovasik

Mary Ann

Mary Ann consecrated

Mary Ann consecrated

 

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Thoughts shared by the significant other


When we honestly ask ourselves
Which person in our lives mean the most to us
We often find that it is those who,
Instead of giving much advice, solutions or cures,
Have chosen rather to share our pain
And touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand
The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion,
Who can stay with us in an hour of grief,
Who can tolerate not knowing,
Not curing,
Not healing and face us with
The reality of our powerlessness before God
That is a friend who cares

Father Henri J. M. Nouwen
In Our Solitude: Three Meditations on the Christian Life

You are safe in my heart
Sometimes our light goes out
But is blown again into flame
By an encounter with another human being
Each of us owes the deepest thanks
To those who have rekindled the inner light of God

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