Oh Lord come to my assistance,
Oh Lord make haste to help me,
My mind is weary under waters stagnate,
A psychological sabotaging sting infecting,
Crucifying from within, tormenting and bewildering,
Born an infant wide eyed and aware,
An assassination, a mother broken, an orphanage,
Homeostasis seeking rejection, frustration, and protestation,
Abandoned to the wherewithal of inferior ways, obsession,
Broken ugly jagged edges cutting,
Bleeding, blood flowing, wounds sharing,
Unknowing the nurturing of compassion and care,
Eternal life-sustaining ways understood through negation,
Never known, never experienced, internal lacking, insufficiency,
The love of God, the love of Mary,
Something apart, something different, beyond, unique in surpassing.