Monthly Archives: July 2020

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A Chosen Life

Woe to me, mother, that you gave me birth!
a man of strife and contention to all the land!
I neither borrow nor lend,
yet all curse me.
When I found your words, I devoured them;
they became my joy and the happiness of my heart,
Because I bore your name,
O LORD, God of hosts.
I did not sit celebrating
in the circle of merrymakers;
Under the weight of your hand I sat alone
because you filled me with indignation.
Why is my pain continuous,
my wound incurable, refusing to be healed?
You have indeed become for me a treacherous brook,
whose waters do not abide!
Thus the LORD answered me:
If you repent, so that I restore you,
in my presence you shall stand;
If you bring forth the precious without the vile,
you shall be my mouthpiece.
Then it shall be they who turn to you,
and you shall not turn to them;
And I will make you toward this people
a solid wall of brass.
Though they fight against you,
they shall not prevail,
For I am with you,
to deliver and rescue you, says the LORD.
I will free you from the hand of the wicked,
and rescue you from the grasp of the violent.

  1. Jeremiah
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Aging and the Thoughts of a Boy

Exhausted within the blinding,
Detachment, overflowing grace,
Brilliant light, fading fears,
Tears lacking emotion,
Void of immensity,
Red, blue, and black,
From the whiteness emerge,
Shapes, sounds, continuity,
Interiorly, everything has changed,
Disharmony, synchronicity,
A rebirth lasting decades,
Subtle pain, slow growth,
Impression, nothing has changed,
A wise one wanders,
Speaking unheard,

You are maturing,
I noticed within your breathing,
Your distant stare,
Lacking definition,
Your turning of the face,
A humble caring smile,

Reticent reciprocation, contrite,
The neverending reality of eternity,
Adjusting focus, bringing into view,

A failure, Father asking:
Did you use all your strength?
Little in response: Yes,
I tried.
You are wrong.
You did not use all your strength,
I am here,
You never asked me to help.

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