Capitulation

We perceive that only through utter defeat are we able to take our first steps toward liberation and strength. Our admissions of personal powerlessness finally turn out to be firm bedrock upon which happy and purposeful lives may be built…self-indulgence and permissiveness, when I came to realize that, by myself, I could do nothing to overcome…I realized I had no recourse except surrender. In surrender I found victory – victory over my selfish self-indulgence, victory over my stubborn resistance to life as it was given to me. When I stopped fighting anybody or anything, I started on the path to sobriety, serenity and peace…I will discipline myself. I will do this disciplining now. I will turn out all useless thoughts. I know that the goodness of my life is a necessary foundation for its usefulness. I will welcome this training, for without it God cannot give me His power. I believe that this power is a mighty power when used in the right way…I pray that I may face and accept whatever discipline is necessary. I pray that I may be fit to receive God’s power in my life.

Faith……….conviction
Hope………dreams
Love………achievement
Oh Holy Mother within my lack of words,
Recognize my weariness,
Praying with a statue still,
Easing into a tone set apart,
Your face radiates, transforms,
A hint of something unknown, masculine,
Eyes closed, cheekbones, and countenance,
Motherly love unified, an aspect you took upon,
Grace, reflecting to the best of abilities,
Changed in appearance, you took on the look
of your Son,
Intimate consequence, you became full,
Fullness and overflowing, a virgin’s kiss.

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