Contemplation

Final Preparation

The following Gregorian chant from medieval times Dies Irae/Day of Wrath is attributed to Thomas of Celano. I am guided to the chant for several reasons. One being seemingly mere chance. I posted the Angelus and once completing a viewing, the lovely rendition of Dies Irae stood poised for clicking. I witnessed the video, moved by the rendition. I recalled the chant being associated with Thomas of Celano. The writing of the chant is recognized unofficially by Brother Thomas. Brother Thomas, an early Franciscan wrote a definitive biography of St Francis that is vital to my spiritual growth. The work is grander than the telling of simply the life of St Francis. All respect given to the immensity of the life of St Francis, the time he was born and his social and religious ramifications, the biography written by Thomas of Celano is a spiritual endeavor on an individual level, a guide through scripture, spiritual thought, while ruminating upon the events of the life of St Francis. I have a fiction work in progress I have actually abandoned, one calling me to finish. I feel it is my opus maximum. It is the story of an errant knight, the ill-begotten son of a priest, a man of immense physical proportions at war with not only the world, yet torn inside from an unknown father infamous as a corrupt priest, and a beautiful mother overly-compassionate, obsessively attached to her only son, a woman outcast with only her son for companionship. The severe affliction the mother inflicts upon her son through intense unfocused love, pouring all of her faith, hope, and charity into her offspring damages the child’s psyche.  The troubled psyche also greatly affected by an absent father, a man of ill-repute who wore the collar of a priest.  The mother dies the death of a leper. Her son moves into the world as Man Tower, a mammoth man of might known for his cruelty in battle–his moniker in respect to the towers commonly built in cities of Italy during the time.  He represents a tower of defense personified.  A modern Achilles loving only war, fearing not death, while all fear his appearance upon the battlefield. During this time, the time of St Francis, the years roughly a thousand years after the death of Our Lord, a complex psychological time. Many saw the end of the world after the thousand year reign of man after the death and resurrection of Our Lord. The Church was lost, corrupt priest running rampant morally and economically. Social conditions were evolving as feudalism gave way to a hierarchal social structure based upon mercantilism; royalty being usurped by markets, individuals gaining ascendency over the church and royal domination. The common man was emerging as a vital economic and political force. St Francis appeared during this critical time offering not only reform in the church, always keep in mind Pope Innocent’s dream of St Francis holding up the church. St Francis and St Clare also provided immense social change in their embracing of poverty, truly demonstrating the worth of knowing the Lord through lacking rather than riches. They lived in a time when riches became accessible, a viable dream for every peasant, either through economic enterprise or spoils gained through knightly efforts in the Holy Land. The dream of wealth established itself as a dream in the mind of every man (including priest), woman, and child.  Whether realized or not, avariciousness became a mental preoccupation for every man.

Anyway to cut myself short. In this work, I place scripture as stolen from Thomas of Celano’s biography of St Francis within the story, synchronously dropped in throughout. As Thomas of Celano applied it to the telling of the life of St Francis, I use it the same in my story.  Thy Will be done.  St Francis and St Clare play vital within the story told around their times and lives. Now I would like to honor the chant associated with Thomas of Celano. First introducing the theme of death through the writing of St Alphonsus De Liguroi. The chant is a sobering, long forgotten, and much needed reminder of man’s finality, with a very clear admonition that we had better be prepared for judgment and eternity.

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My brother, if you wish to lead a proper life, endeavor to live during the days which may remain to thee, keeping death ever in view. ” O death, thy judgment is good.” (Ecclus. xli. 3.) Oh how well does he who judges of things and regulates his actions act; who judges and regulates them, with death ever in view. The memory of death makes us lose the affection which we feel for things that are earthly”. Let the end of this life be thought upon, and there will be nothing in this world to be loved,” observes S. Lawrence Justinian”. For all that is in the world: the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life.” (i S. John ii. 16.) All the pleasures of the world may be reduced to the pleasures of sense, the pleasures of riches and honors; but he who thinks that within a short time he will be reduced to ashes, and that he will be food for worms under the earth, despises all the pleasures the world can give him. –St Alphonsus De Liguroi ‘Preparation for Death’.

It is but seldom a sinner is found so hopeless, as to wish to be preparation for condemned. Sinners are willing to sin, but they are not willing to give up the hope of being saved. They commit sin, and say to themselves, God is merciful ; I will commit this sin, and afterwards confess it. Behold, says S. Augustine, this is how sinners talk: “God is good, I will do what it pleaseth me;”but O God, how many, who are now in hell, have said the same!

The Lord tells us not to say that the mercies of God are great, and that although we may commit many sins, by one act of sorrow they will be pardoned. “Say not the mercy of the Lord is great, He will have mercy on the multitude of my sins”. (Ecclus. v. 6.) God tells us not to say this, and wherefore”? For mercy and wrath quickly come from Him, and His wrath worketh upon sinners”. (Ecclus. v. 7.) The mercy of God is infinite, but the acts of this mercy, are finite. God is merciful, but He is also just. S. Basil observes that sinners will only consider God in one aspect”. The Lord is good, but also just; we are unwilling to think of God in His half-nature”. To bear with him who makes use of the mercy of God, only to do Him more offence, observes Father Avila, would not be mercy, for justice would be lacking. Mercy is promised to him who fears God, not, indeed, to him who abuses it, as the holy Virgin sang”, His mercy is on them that fear Him”. To the obstinate, justice is threatened, and, as S. Augustine observes, God never fails in His promises, neither does He fail in His threats. –St Alphonsus De Liguroi ‘Preparation for Death’.

Dies Irae/Day of Wrath

DIES irae, dies illa,
solvet saeculum in favilla,
teste David cum Sibylla
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Day of wrath and doom impending,
David’s word with Sibyl’s blending,
Heaven and earth in ashes ending.

Quantus tremor est futurus,
quando iudex est venturus,
cuncta stricte discussurus
!

O what fear man’s bosom rendeth,
When from heaven the Judge descendeth,
On whose sentence all dependeth.

Tuba mirum spargens sonum
per sepulcra regionum,
coget omnes ante thronum.

Wondrous sound the trumpet flingeth,
Through earth’s sepulchers it ringeth,
All before the throne it bringeth.

Mors stupebit et natura,
cum resurget creatura,
iudicanti responsura.

Death is struck, and nature quaking,
All creation is awaking,
To its Judge an answer making.

Liber scriptus proferetur,
in quo totum continetur,
unde mundus iudicetur.

Lo, the book exactly worded,
Wherein all hath been recorded,
Thence shall judgment be awarded.

Iudex ergo cum sedebit,
quidquid latet apparebit:
nil inultum remanebit.

When the Judge His seat attaineth,
And each hidden deed arraigneth,
Nothing unavenged remaineth.

Quid sum miser tunc dicturus?
quem patronum rogaturus?
cum vix iustus sit securus.

What shall I, frail man, be pleading?
Who for me be interceding
When the just are mercy needing?

Rex tremendae maiestatis,
qui salvandos salvas gratis,
salva me, fons pietatis.

King of majesty tremendous,
Who dost free salvation send us,
Fount of pity, then befriend us.

Recordare Iesu pie,
quod sum causa tuae viae:
ne me perdas illa die.

Think, kind Jesus, my salvation
Caused Thy wondrous Incarnation,
Leave me not to reprobation.

Quarens me, sedisti lassus:
redemisti crucem passus:
tantus labor non sit cassus
.

Faint and weary Thou hast sought me,
On the Cross of suffering bought me,
Shall such grace be vainly brought me?

Iuste iudex ultionis,
donum fac remissionis,
ante diem rationis.

Righteous Judge, for sin’s pollution
Grant Thy gift of absolution,
Ere that day of retribution.

Ingemisco, tamquam reus:
culpa rubet vultus meus:
supplicanti parce Deus.

Guilty now I pour my moaning,
All my shame with anguish owning,
Spare, O God, Thy suppliant groaning.

Qui Mariam absolvisti,
et latronem exaudisti,
mihi quoque spem dedisti
.

Through the sinful woman shriven,
Through the dying thief forgiven,
Thou to me a hope hast given.

Preces meae non sunt dignae:
sed tu bonus fac benigne,
ne perenni cremer igne.

Worthless are my prayers and sighing,
Yet, good Lord, in grace complying,
Rescue me from fires undying.

Inter oves locum praesta,
et ab haedis me sequestra,
statuens in parte dextera
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With Thy sheep a place provide me,
From the goats afar divide me,
To Thy right hand do Thou guide me.

Confutatis maledictis,
flammis acribus addictis.
voca me cum benedictis.

When the wicked are confounded,
Doomed to flames of woe unbounded,
Call me with Thy Saints surrounded.

Oro supplex et acclinis,
cor contritum quasi cinis:
gere curam mei finis.

Low I kneel with heart’s submission,
See, like ashes, my contrition,
Help me in my last condition.

Lacrimosa dies illa,
qua resurget ex favilla.
iudicandus homo reus:
huic ergo parce Deus.

Ah! That day of tears and mourning,
From the dust of earth returning,
Man for judgment must prepare him,
Spare, O God, in mercy spare him.

Pie Iesu Domine,
dona eis requiem. Amen.

Lord, all-pitying, Jesus blest,
Grant them Thine eternal rest. Amen.

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Son Light

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And, to the end that this may be understood the more clearly, we shall here set down a similitude referring to common and natural light. We observe that a ray of sunlight which enters through the window is the less clearly visible according as it is the purer and freer from specks, and the more of such specks and motes there are in the air, the brighter is the light to the eye. The reason is that it is not the light itself that is seen; the light is but the means whereby the other things that it strikes are seen, and then it is also seen itself, through its reflection in them; were it not for this, neither it nor they would have been seen. Thus if the ray of sunlight entered through the window of one room and passed out through another on the other side, traversing the room, and if it met nothing on the way, or if there were no specks in the air for it to strike, the room would have no more light than before, neither would the ray of light be visible. In fact, if we consider it carefully, there is more darkness where the ray is, since it absorbs and obscures any other light, and yet it is itself invisible, because, as we have said, there are no visible objects which it can strike.

Now this is precisely what this Divine ray of contemplation does in the soul. Assailing it with its Divine light, it transcends the natural power of the soul, and herein it darkens it and deprives it of all natural affections and apprehensions which it apprehended aforetime by means of natural light; and thus it leaves it not only dark, but likewise empty, according to its faculties and desires, both spiritual and natural. –St John of the Cross ‘Dark Night of the Soul’.

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Dionysius the Aeropagite (post 4)

Mystical Theology

Chapter 1

It was not without reason that the blessed Moses was commanded first to purify himself and them to separate himself from those who had not undergone purifcation; and after the entire purification heard many trumpets and saw many lights streaming forth with pure and manifold rays; and that he was thereafter separated from the multitude, with the elect priests, and pressed forward to the summit of the divine ascent. Nevertheless, he did not attain to the Presence of God itself; he saw not it (for it cannot be looked upon) but the Place where it dwells. And this I take to signify that the divinest and highest things seen by the eyes or contemplated by the mind are but the symbolical expressions of those that are immediately beneath it that is above all. Through these, Its incomprehensible Presence is manifested upon those heights of Its Holy Places; that then It breaks forth, even from that which is seen and that which sees, and plunges the mystic into the Darkness of Unknowing, whence all perfection of understanding is excluded, and he is enwrapped in that which is altogether intangible, wholly absorbed in it that is beyond all, and in none else (whether himself or another); and through the inactivity of all his reasoning powers is united by his highest faculty to it that is wholly unknowable; thus by knowing nothing he knows That which is beyond his knowledge.

Dionysius the Aeropagite Post 4.

Exodus chapter 3 Now Moses was keeping the flock of his father-in-law, Jethro, the priest of Mid′ian; and he led his flock to the west side of the wilderness, and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. 2 And the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush; and he looked, and lo, the bush was burning, yet it was not consumed. 3 And Moses said, “I will turn aside and see this great sight, why the bush is not burnt.” 4 When the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, “Moses, Moses!” And he said, “Here am I.” 5 Then he said, “Do not come near; put off your shoes from your feet, for the place on which you are standing is holy ground.” 6 And he said, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.

Acts chapter 7 Stephen’s speech to the accusing counsel. “Now when forty years had passed, an angel appeared to him in the wilderness of Mount Sinai, in a flame of fire in a bush. 31 When Moses saw it he wondered at the sight; and as he drew near to look, the voice of the Lord came, ‘I am the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham and of Isaac and of Jacob.’ And Moses trembled and did not dare to look. And the Lord said to him, ‘Take off the shoes from your feet, for the place where you are standing is holy ground. 34 I have surely seen the ill-treatment of my people that are in Egypt and heard their groaning, and I have come down to deliver them. And now come, I will send you to Egypt.’

St John of the Cross ‘Dark Night of the Soul’. In the first place, the soul learns to commune with God with more respect and more courtesy, such as a soul must ever observe in converse with the Most High. These it knew not in its prosperous times of comfort and consolation, for that comforting favour which it experienced made its craving for God somewhat bolder than was fitting, and discourteous and ill-considered. Even so did it happen to Moses, when he perceived that God was speaking to him; blinded by that pleasure and desire, without further consideration, he would have made bold to go to Him if God had not commanded him to stay and put off his shoes. By this incident we are shown the respect and discretion in detachment of desire wherewith a man is to commune with God. When Moses had obeyed in this matter, he became so discreet and so attentive that the Scripture says that not only did he not make bold to draw near to God, but that he dared not even look at Him. For, having taken off the shoes of his desires and pleasures, he became very conscious of his wretchedness in the sight of God, as befitted one about to hear the word of God. Even so likewise the preparation which God granted to Job in order that he might speak with Him consisted not in those delights and glories which Job himself reports that he was wont to have in his God, but in leaving him naked upon a dung-hill,82 abandoned and even persecuted by his friends, filled with anguish and bitterness, and the earth covered with worms. And then the Most High God, He that lifts up the poor man from the dunghill, was pleased to come down and speak with him there face to face, revealing to him the depths and heights83 of His wisdom, in a way that He had never done in the time of his prosperity.

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Eyes Wide Open

St John of the Cross sketching

St John of the Cross sketching

The first and chief benefit this dry and dark night of contemplation causes is the knowledge of self and of one’s own misery. Besides the fact that all the favors God imparts to the soul are ordinarily wrapped in this knowledge, the aridities and voids of the faculties in relation to the abundance previously experienced and the difficulty encountered in the practice of virtue make the soul recognize its own lowliness and misery, which was not apparent in the time of its prosperity.

–St John of the Cross ‘Dark Night of the Soul’

Emphasizing the esoteric nature of St. John of the Cross, observe his sketch rotated 90 degrees, Christ’s back to the ground, witness Christ ascending from the cross.

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Fortitude

Fortitude

Though the path is plain and smooth for people of good will, those who walk it will not travel far, and will do so only with difficulty if they do not have good feet, courage, and tenacity of spirit. –John of the Cross

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Negation

Teach me
Who
I am
Not,
Lord God,
King of Hosts,
So I
Understand
Who
I am

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Mary’s Unknowing

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“How shall this happen, since I do not know man?”. Luke 1:34

So often God performs his greatest work in silence. Mary is alone. As the Holy Spirit comes upon her, and the power of the Most High covers her with its shadow (Luke 1:35-36), she conceives the Holy One to be called Son of God. The whole world was to be affected by this event which God worked in seclusion and silence. So, too, does His grace work in one’s soul. Mary’s was a secret joy until God willed to reveal it to others.

Mother Mary, pray for us that we may always allow God’s grace to work silently in our soul

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