Monthly Archives: August 2016

The folly of man expressed by a wordsmith

…so, therefore, that mortal man who hath more of joy than sorrow in him, that mortal man cannot be true—not true, nor undeveloped. He will always strive. With books the same. The truest of all men was the Man of Sorrows, and the truest of all books is Solomon’s, and Ecclesiastes is the fine hammered steel of woe. “All is vanity.” ALL. This wilful world hath not got hold of unchristian Solomon’s wisdom yet. But he who dodges hospitals and jails, and walks fast crossing graveyards, and would rather talk of operas than hell; calls Cowper, Young, Pascal, Rousseau, poor devils all of sick men; and throughout a care-free lifetime swears by Rabelais as passing wise, and therefore jolly;—not that man is fitted to sit down on tomb-stones, and break the green damp mould with unfathomably wondrous Solomon.

But even Solomon, he says, “the man that wandereth out of the way of understanding shall remain” (i.e., even while living) “in the congregation of the dead.” Give not thyself up, then, to fire, lest it invert thee, deaden thee; as for the time it did me. There is a wisdom that is woe; but there is a woe that is madness. And there is a Catskill eagle in some souls that can alike dive down into the blackest gorges, and soar out of them again and become invisible in the sunny spaces. And even if he for ever flies within the gorge, that gorge is in the mountains; so that even in his lowest swoop the mountain eagle is still higher than other birds upon the plain, even though they soar.  –Herman Melville ‘Moby Dick’

 

 

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Silent couples prayer from Healing the Eight Stages of Life

You may wish to pray this way for a few moments each day with your spouse or another person with whom you have a primary relationship.

A. Get in touch with how you need’s Jesus’ help.

B. Share it with each other.

C. Let one person give prayer and the other receive. If you are giving prayer, get in touch with your love and God’s love for the other person.  Reach out as Jesus within you wants to reach out and simply fill the other for five minutes.  The person receiving simply breathes in love (Jesus’ love within each other).

D. Reverse roles.

If you are alone, imagine yourself holding hands with Jesus and a person who loves you.  For five minutes breathe in their love for you.  Then, ask Jesus what the person who loves you most needs.  With Jesus (or Mary) breathe Jesus’ healing love into that person..

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Storytelling

It has been a while since a novel swept me away. Umberto Eco’s ‘Baudolino’ comes to mind. I thought my novel reading days were behind me. It is good to know just how wrong you can be. Herman Melville’s ‘Moby Dick’ revels in grandeur; storytelling depicting through words, haunting, images, and suggestions greater majesty and mystery. In a world of too many writers, too many books, and too much writing, it is good to read something essential.

Tethered unknowing,
A harpoon landed at birth,
Struck grave solemn and dull,
Wounded loose fish,
Roaming the seas in consternation,
A creature amidst creation,
Did you not know?
In reality and truth,
The whole time a fast fish you be.


I. A Fast-Fish belongs to the party fast to it.

II. A Loose-Fish is fair game for anybody who can soonest catch it.

Some fifty years ago there was a curious case of whale-trover litigated in England, wherein the plaintiffs set forth that after a hard chase of a whale in the Northern seas; and when indeed they (the plaintiffs) had succeeded in harpooning the fish; they were at last, through peril of their lives, obliged to forsake not only their lines, but their boat itself. Ultimately the defendants (the crew of another ship) came up with the whale, struck, killed, seized, and finally appropriated it before the very eyes of the plaintiffs. And when those defendants were remonstrated with, their captain snapped his fingers in the plaintiffs’ teeth, and assured them that by way of doxology to the deed he had done, he would now retain their line, harpoons, and boat, which had remained attached to the whale at the time of the seizure. Wherefore the plaintiffs now sued for the recovery of the value of their whale, line, harpoons, and boat.

What are the Rights of Man and the Liberties of the World but Loose-Fish? What all men’s minds and opinions but Loose-Fish? What is the principle of religious belief in them but a Loose-Fish? What to the ostentatious smuggling verbalists are the thoughts of thinkers but Loose-Fish? What is the great globe itself but a Loose-Fish? And what are you, reader, but a Loose-Fish and a Fast-Fish, too?

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Austere demands

Delving, rediscovering, I experienced a quiet moment at work, focusing on a Kindle edition of St Francis de Sales sermons. The Saint is dear to me, an intellectual inspiration, a marvelous writer and unique challenging thinker, a penetrating spiritual director. Digest these words on male/female interactions, the freeing of energy, responsibility and accountability forced forefront. A spiritual teacher I am familiar with stresses the importance of advancing beyond the pursuit of entertainment. The religious life is more than seeking the pleasure of entertaining moments, the pursuit of passing time through distraction, avoiding the banality and boredom of stillness, the humiity of detaching from cleverness, the seriousness of loving and interacting with others through vulnerability, imperfection, tenderness, gentleness, and admiration. The ability to truly love on the natural and intimate level.

Our Dear Lord, Who demands nought save our love in return for our creation, preservation and redemption, will require a strict account of the senseless way in which we have frittered and wasted it. If He will call us to account for idle words, how will it be with respect to idle, foolish, pernicious friendships? Husbandmen know that the walnut tree is very harmful in a vineyard or field, because it absorbs the fatness of the land and draws it away from the other crops; its thick foliage overshadows and deprives them of sunshine; and, moreover, it attracts passers-by, who tread down and spoil all that is around while striving to gather its fruit. So with these foolish love affairs and the soul; they engross it, so that it is unable to bring forth good works; their superfluous foliage—flirtations, dallyings and idle talk—consume profitable time; and, moreover, they lead to so many temptations, distractions, suspicions, and the like, that the heart becomes altogether crushed and spoiled. Such follies not only banish Heavenly Love, they likewise drive out the fear of God, enervate the mind, and damage reputation. They may be the plaything of courts, but assuredly they are as a plague spot of the heart. –Sermons of St Francis de Sales

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Vanity of vanities

“Fits of anger, vexation,and bitterness against ourselves tend to pride and they spring from no other source than self-love, which is disturbed and upset at seeing that it is imperfect.”

“Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections.”

–St Francis de Sales

St Francis de Sales

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A poem of longing

I need you to lull this sick heart to sleep, and this soul that never knew how to find you, and this wounded flesh that still yearns for you.

You must give me serenity, and you yourself must do it, for nobody else can. I need you to flow over me like water, to quench me, flood me and leave me at rest. Just once! To be at rest in this world!

I have a great desire to sleep, even if it’s under a plot of earth, but only if the earth above me doesn’t resemble what I loved so hopelessly while I was alive, only if I stop finding in the earth this gasping I call a life.

I fear nothing so much as ceaselessly being myself. I’m afraid of knowing myself without having known you.

I feel so weary. As if I wrestled with the sea, as if the waves pummeled my body and hurled it against the rocks, and then I, in a sudden fury, grabbed it and tucked it under my arm.

My bones ache. The very blouse on my back aches. And my solitude aches, too, ever since you let me press my mouth to it and blow it into flame.  –Dulce María Loynez ‘Absolute Solitude’

3jpg Dulce María Loynaz

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